three packages

Mexico was very chill and relaxing, an escape was just what I needed. Too bad I still have a midterm tomorrow! My mom told me that she and her family visited Mexico when she was young; I don't think it has changed much since then. That's a good thing, I enjoyed how... retro... it was. Plus I got ahold of some Coca-Cola Light, that was a little bit orgasmic. Overall, the trip sort of reminded me of when I stay with my grandparents, except for that's in New York not Mexico. Everything was old, all the furniture was aged but classy, lots of relaxing, just general family time (even though the family wasn't mine). And I bonded a lot more with my friend who I went with! He's cute but he's straight, but I don't want more than friendship with him anyways, and he is (like everyone else here fortunately) completely okay with my sexuality. I love being able to talk about my sexcapades and not having too much shame about it. I could see us living together next year but I don't want to just spring that on him. I think he'd be okay with it, we're pretty compatible, I mean I'm an Aquarius and I totally get along really well with the other air signs (he's a Gemini), so its like its meant to be.

I think the thing with sauna boy is over, but it wasn't really enough of a thing to call it over, it never really got past those few nights. I really don't know what's going on, so I'll just assume that it means nothing is going on. I've put in far more effort than he has; if he decides to start calling me then yeah I'll go with it. It's too bad, I really did like him.
I decided it'd be nice to look nice today for no particular reason except for the possible chance that Drew, the boy with those amazing eyes, might see me. I was running a little late and I busted my ass to get there early, but, I didn't even see him, let alone have him see me. It was way disappointing. How sad is it that I work that hard just to possibly see him for a few seconds? I have so many possible things to converse with him, I just don't know how to dive into it. I don't want to push too hard though. When the time is right, fate will throw me into it. Then again, fate's already done a lot, I might need to go a little further. I've gotta find someone to be with soon, I jerked off this morning and while it felt really good, it's not as good as a really passionate kiss. It's not just about getting off. I want feelings too now.

The only bad thing about the trip was that we got back late Sunday night, and the mailroom isn't open on Sunday, doesn't open until 3 on Monday, so I had to spend a LOT of time wondering what my two packages were, because even though I was able to get the emails notifying me of the packages, I wasn't notified who they were from or anything.
The first package is least exciting to an outsider, but totally exciting to me. I had been on the same pair of contact lenses since I moved in a month ago, and finally, FINALLY, I got some new lenses in the mail. Oh, when I went to pick up my packages, I learned that I actually had three not two, which was extra exciting -- getting mail is AWESOME. The next package was something Seth (my friend from Mexico) and I ordered: 70 centilitres of Absinthe. I am beyond excited for this. I was a little concerned it would get siezed by customs, but it was a risk we were willing to take. It is of the finest quality, it has 72% alcoholic content and the maximum thujone content allowed by the EU, I think its 35 mg/L. I am so ready to watch Moulin Rouge and trip out. I'd like for that to happen tonight, but, I have a midterm tomorrow, so that might not be the best idea.
Finally, I got mail from BRENT CORRIGAN! I've kept up with his blog for a long time now, I've really started to feel like I've gotten to know him even though he of course hardly knows who I am, beyond the letter I sent. He sent in response a slightly personalized letter, and a personalized autographed picture. On the picture it says "To David, a great fan and even better friend." It's so nice, I have such contented smile on my face right now. It's a really hot picture, but the personalization was way more important to me. Judging what I've seen from the "Behind-the scenes" footage on the member's portion of his site, I really think I'd have fun with him and his associates, I'd love to be friends with them, not just some obsessive fan.

So even though I worked really hard to look good today and it was for nothing and I'm wearing fairly uncomfortable but attractive underwear, I got some pretty awesome mail and I talked to my best friend across the country on the phone and I hadn't heard her for a while. Today was really good, and really, it's only halfway through, who knows what might happen tonight. That right there is why I love college -- not knowing.